From Toxic Drums point of view today has been productive. Newsletter 2 was finally produced and issued. There is little premeditated, thought out and planned here at Toxic Drums. Things happen more by inspiration or desperation. There are too many things distracting from the work. There are too many ideas and half baked plans. There is the software updates to write and the new applications to get started. I have far more ideas than I could possibly execute but the difficulty is deciding which will be most useful in the shortest time. Most of the time things get started and not finished. But I decided that enough was enough and Toxic Drums will have to survive no matter how polluted the site becomes. Appropriate though that may be!
It seems Toxic Drums has had a patch of psychological indulgence. Prior to Newsletter 1 there was quite a lot of atheistic, anti-God, anti-authority, verging on conspiracy theory stuff. Post Newsletter 1 things seem to have gone a bit mental with cascading oppression, fractal abuse and the double bind. Things will settle down and crystallize but just at the moment there is a kind of mental chaos that is both uncomfortable and creative. Maybe I need a spot of transcranial magnetic stimulation to relieve the repression and to allow the creative forces to flow. The fear with that, of course, is that I will explode.